During her
20s, Denise was preoccupied with her career, and simply
existing - there was really not much further thought
given to that teenage vision in the mirror until around
10 years later......
.....During these years
she discovered a keen interest in hiking and climbing -
another way to achieve personal
transcendence.......ascending some of the highest
mountains in the Austrian, French and Swiss Alps - Les
Ecrins, Le Mont Blanc, Wildspitze, Weisskugel, and many
others! - It was probably years of hiking that gave
Denise such as great physique, and certainly contributed
to building those strong smooth legs and stamina!...
......In any case, aged
28, she was engaged on a 10 day hike from Chamonix to
Zermatt and then to Saas Fee - the Haute Route!......and
on the 3rd day she was day dreaming along the trail on
the step path up to the hut next to the Grande Combin
Mountain in Switzerland....amd her thoughts run as
followed - Denise was almost delirious with the strong
alpine sun, and she had her 2nd vision that was to lead
directly to the full dressing for the public walkabout in
Bradford!...
....Why not build up a
secret wardrobe, dresses, underwear, tights, hi-heeled
shoes - a COMPLETE wardrobe - to FULLY transform as a
real lady. This was many years before professional
businesses such as Transformation provided such services!
...............and the name came from the famous Blondie
song - Denis - that was a big hit during these
years...........so the Denise you see today was born. She
acquired her 1st wardrobe and looked forward to every
opportunity to transform - she managed to acquire a
couple of TV magazine from a seedy London sex shop, which
she read avidly - cover to cover - slowly coming to a
realisation that she was not alone in the world!
.........So it was this
1st wardrobe that she took up to Bradford for here first
BIG test. In fact, the birth of Denise was so successful
that here wardrobe lasted several years before her first
big "guilt/purge" phase - I guess that Denise
must have been through at least 6 or 7 different
wardrobes during the last 25 years.....
.......I really miss some
of those early clothes, especially the early photographs
- although in the early 80s I was still an easy size 12
......Bra - 34C........whilst now I've grown to a good
size 18 - and usually buy 38/40D lingerie..........So
there's no way that those clothes from the 80s would fit
the mature Denise of the late 90s - but in reality Denise
is far more accomplished in her make-up, and particularly
her acquired fem body language, and mental adaptation
when transforming to her fem personality.
.........So that 10 day
mountain hike, surrounded by fantastic Swiss Mountains,
led indirectly to the fulfillment of her life's Destiny
as Denise!
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